i wonder if everything is unravelling. i think it is. Please God give me strength.

GUNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE EVIL!!!! and BOMBS!!! and other weapons used to kill people! =(

Humans are animals. Humans have a sense of humor. Therefore animals have a sense of humor. DUH.

rest in peace Michael Jackson. You were an aboslute legend and you brought countless moments of pleasure to my life, and even though you are no longer alive, for me your memory will live on through each and every note of your music.
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zac efrons address, telephone number, mobile number, basically everything and anything about him.

zac  i love you.

Have you ever felt like your life is spinning out of control, and that you know you can do something about but you can just summon the energy to do it?

a new obssession coming on!

is it natural to spend 4 hours on the internet reading, watching and looking at all the stuff you can about a film / book after just rereading the book for the second time in a week?!

Im in the 'new love' stages regardin twilight! Its very sexy lol!

But a girl never forgets her first love (or two!) and i still love (wayyyyyyy too much!)  Bridget Jones (or rather MARK DARCY!!!!!) and ZAC EFRON!!!

Especially Zac Efron!!!!!!!! <3

MARRY ME ZAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a bread and butter sandwhich with a glass of water when you get home! peeing helps too! or if your just passed out lol JUST CARRY ON SLEEPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what doesn't work- DRINKING MORE ALCOHOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (trust lol......learnt the hard way!)

well done Mr Obama!!!! Oops i meant Mr President, or President Obama of the U.S of A!!!!!!!........... hee hee hee sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy he won! shame about the state of things closer to home.................

omg had the best nightttttt ever am totally not druhknk i sweartttttttttttttt hahahaaaa echoooooooooooes is the ehishizzzzzzzzzzzzz back
agsain soon! happy halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen ppppppppppppllllllllllll!

whatever yeah i came here to study not to make new friends, and even tho you say the same thing that doesn't reflect your actions. you think your hot but your not! whatever, i have friends already who dont try and change me and accept me for who i am and who i love so im not gonna get upset just coz your behaving like that! Seriously, you need to get a life and btw.........................there is life outside parties, clothes and boys coz tbh your idea of fun BORES me. Give me weird, wacky, random conversations anyday with badly dressed people who are beautiful on the inside. Seriously though, im surprised if your middle name isn't 'superficial'. You go all hot and cold on me and thats fine with me because i dont need you, nor did i ask for your attention. Social climber and pretentious------------> you!!!!!!!!! so please..........just go and FUCK YOUR SELF..........or even better GO AND FUCK EACH OTHER.!

                      in your own words.............you are BAIT.

Over and out.!

7 years...........my thoughts and prayers are with those who lost their lives and those who lost loved ones 7 years ago today. It seems like time has flown by since then but for those who lost someone it has probably seemd like a life time.